I got totally FUCKED on college money. I dont live with my dad, havent since my 18th birthday, and they are saying Im dependent on him. I DONT EVEN LIVE IN THE SAME FUCKING STATE. So he makes too much for me to get grants from the government... And my school said they cant help me because he makes too much. So Im fucked even though Im broke. Bullshit.
So now I cant go to college. Not for awhile. I have no money to do so. And the government wont help me. At all.
Fuck this shit.
9.11.2009
9.10.2009
Courtney Love is Sueing Guitar Hero 5
http://videogames.yahoo.com/events/plugged-in/courtney-love-to-sue-activision-over-kurt-cobain-character/1352459
What a stupid bitch.
She killed him.
Look at the evidence.
Kurt couldnt have possibly rolled his sleeves back down with the amount of drugs in him, let alone put everything neatly back in the box.
He was too short to use his toes to shoot himself in the mouth with a shotgun.
Plus, his shoes were on.
And his arms were too short.
And her bassist died in a similar suspisious manner after they got into a fight.
She should be in jail
Not making money off of his death.
Like when she published his PRIVATE journals.
If my boyfriend died,
I would never do that shit.
Unless I killed him myself.
Which I wouldnt do.
Because Im not a dumb druggie whore.
Like courtney love.
I fukkin hate her.
Dumb bitch
What a stupid bitch.
She killed him.
Look at the evidence.
Kurt couldnt have possibly rolled his sleeves back down with the amount of drugs in him, let alone put everything neatly back in the box.
He was too short to use his toes to shoot himself in the mouth with a shotgun.
Plus, his shoes were on.
And his arms were too short.
And her bassist died in a similar suspisious manner after they got into a fight.
She should be in jail
Not making money off of his death.
Like when she published his PRIVATE journals.
If my boyfriend died,
I would never do that shit.
Unless I killed him myself.
Which I wouldnt do.
Because Im not a dumb druggie whore.
Like courtney love.
I fukkin hate her.
Dumb bitch
8.18.2009
My bad
My bad guys.
I haven't posted in weeks.
The new things in my life.
I got a new puppy.
Her name is Kyra.
She is half husky and half American Staffordshire terrier.
Shes adorable.
I quit my job at safeway.
I hated it.
And thats about it.
I will get back on blogging soon, things are just a tad chaotic right now.
I haven't posted in weeks.
The new things in my life.
I got a new puppy.
Her name is Kyra.
She is half husky and half American Staffordshire terrier.
Shes adorable.
I quit my job at safeway.
I hated it.
And thats about it.
I will get back on blogging soon, things are just a tad chaotic right now.
7.22.2009
Sorry!
Sorry, I didn't post yesterday or today.
Well, Im posting today now, but I didn't post earlier.
Things have been kind of busy.
Yesterday I got called into work, so I couldn't post when I planned. And today we were out all day, getting new stuff for the new tv and ps3.
I promise promise promise I will post tomorrow.
Like a real post.
And I will also respond to a few questions I got via email, and one I got via myspace.
:]
Well, Im posting today now, but I didn't post earlier.
Things have been kind of busy.
Yesterday I got called into work, so I couldn't post when I planned. And today we were out all day, getting new stuff for the new tv and ps3.
I promise promise promise I will post tomorrow.
Like a real post.
And I will also respond to a few questions I got via email, and one I got via myspace.
:]
7.20.2009
Today
Well, today has been a busy day. I didn't really have much time to post. And now I am too tired to try to come up with a good post. But I promised myself I would post something every single day. So I will post about my day.
I woke up and played video games.
I went to blockbuster and rented Assassin's Creed for the PS3, as well as some other games.
Then I walked around downtown. We went into a few interesting little shops, as well as a sex shop, which had a super cute lingerie set. I want it. And a magazine with one of my favorite girls, which included undies. I want it. We are going back tomorrow :]. Then I walked past the shop where I got my tongue pierced, and saw a sign in the window that said "help wanted". That caught my interest. I went into that shop, and turns out they need an apprentice. For piercings. Now for those of you who don't know, through middle school and high school I was a strange child. One of the many strange things I did, in an attempt to "practice" piercing, I pierced myself with safety pins. It fascinated me. Alot. So to hear that I could possibly get a job at a piercing shop, the same one where I got my first real, legal piercing from, excited me more than cheese would excite a starving little Robo Drawf Hampster. If you don't know what a Robo Drawf hampster is, please, I urge you, look it up. So I talked to the girl who wants an apprentice... She happened to be the girl that pierced my tongue. She told me to bring her a resume. I rushed home, made one, printed it, and brought it back to her. Im calling her on Wednesday. I'll let you know how it goes. :]
I woke up and played video games.
I went to blockbuster and rented Assassin's Creed for the PS3, as well as some other games.
Then I walked around downtown. We went into a few interesting little shops, as well as a sex shop, which had a super cute lingerie set. I want it. And a magazine with one of my favorite girls, which included undies. I want it. We are going back tomorrow :]. Then I walked past the shop where I got my tongue pierced, and saw a sign in the window that said "help wanted". That caught my interest. I went into that shop, and turns out they need an apprentice. For piercings. Now for those of you who don't know, through middle school and high school I was a strange child. One of the many strange things I did, in an attempt to "practice" piercing, I pierced myself with safety pins. It fascinated me. Alot. So to hear that I could possibly get a job at a piercing shop, the same one where I got my first real, legal piercing from, excited me more than cheese would excite a starving little Robo Drawf Hampster. If you don't know what a Robo Drawf hampster is, please, I urge you, look it up. So I talked to the girl who wants an apprentice... She happened to be the girl that pierced my tongue. She told me to bring her a resume. I rushed home, made one, printed it, and brought it back to her. Im calling her on Wednesday. I'll let you know how it goes. :]
7.19.2009
Being Patriotic through make-up
I had pictures on my myspace from the Fourth of July, and one of them included my eye makeup. I had a ton of people ask me how I did it. I figured I would make a step by step
on how I did it. It really wasn't very hard. Unfortunantely, by the time I took the picture, the make up had faded quite a bit. But regardless, I will include the picture I took of it. Its a really small picture, and you can't see the details, but you get the idea.
on how I did it. It really wasn't very hard. Unfortunantely, by the time I took the picture, the make up had faded quite a bit. But regardless, I will include the picture I took of it. Its a really small picture, and you can't see the details, but you get the idea. I started out by putting a M.A.C. paints on my entire eyelid and brow area. It was the Bare Canvas shade. Then I took M.A.C. electric eel eyeshadow And made a square in the upper brow area. I was constantly getting my brush wet, and would put it inbetween 2 pieces of tissue and would lay it on the counter and press down so the water would come out and so that I had a perfectly straight, thin brush to work with, and could draw very detailed lines. I filled in the blue, rinsed my brush off, then put M.A.C.'s Passionate eyeshadow. I drew the lines for all the stripes in red, then filled in the red ones, and also lined my eyelid (where you would normally put eyeliner) with red as well. Then I moved on to M.A.C.'s White frost eyeshadow. I filled in all of the white striped with that. Then I touched everything up with their respective colors. Please note that I was not staying inside the area of my eyelid and brow, the blue box was a perfect square, and went through my eyebrow and on to the side of my face kind of. Then I put on my mascara, which I used M.A.C.'s Splashproof Lash. I put a ton of it on. I normally use their fake eyelashes, but was out of glue at the time. I did not line my eyelid (except with the red). I only lined my bottom lashes with M.A.C.'s Ebony Eye Pencil. Thats about all I did with the eye. It takes a lot of time and patience. Next time I post one like this, I will take pictures as I go, but I didn't plan on posting a tutorial on it at the time. I also didn't plan on taking pictures of it, otherwise I would have taken pictures right when I was done. That picture was taken about 12 hours after I did my make up.
7.18.2009
FAQS
Obviously, no questions are asked "frequently" yet, so right now its just a questions and comments page.
1. "i have a question for you whenever you get your faqs up and running what are your goals? shortterm and longterm thanks
also i love how honest you are about stuff. are you an open person or are there questions you wont answer publicly or atall"
My short term goals:
-get a tri-color corgi puppy
-begin working as a mac make up artist
-get in shape
-get a new job
-blog every day
My long term goals:
-work at hooters
-be in playboy
-buy a house
-buy a Toyota Tundra
-get a masters in journalism
As far as honesty and openness goes, I am very open and honest. I will publicly answer just about any questions. At the very least, if you write to me in any form, I promise to get back to you. If you have questions not about me specifically (but asking for advice, or requesting I write on something), I can write a blog about your situation specifically, if I have time and have some knowledge of the subject.
2. "hey jen, i thot ur post on MJ was very true. i just feel like it was a bit soon and some ppl mite be offended by it. y do u write thinks that u know are going to get negative attention? i read sum of ur blogs on myspace and u do the same thing there. y? nd what is it like to b bi? wat does that even mean? my parents said is just a faze? is it?"
Ok, Im not going to lie. I am controversial. Thats what I do. In my writing and in real life. I know it will get negative attention, but if you don't like it, or if you are ready to grow up and understand that some people have different opinions than you, I don't really care. I write how I feel. Thats one reason Im doubting I will ever be able to be a journalist, I write how I feel and I dont really care how people feel about it. If you dont like it, dont read it. If you like it, let me know, and I will try to improve to make my audience happy. But I will not completely change my writing style because of a few ignorant people. This is called America. I can write whatever the hell I want.
As for the bi-sexual comment... Oh boy. Being bi-sexual means I am neither straight or gay. I enjoy people of both sexes. I do not get turned off simply because someone is male or female. For some people, it is a "phase". I believe either you are bisexual or you are not. Some people do it for the attention. I am not one of those people. I have been bi sexual since 6th grade, and still am. I kept it private for awhile, then I realized thats who I am, and Im not going to shelter people. Your parents are morons, and are just trying to make you think being gay or bi is bad, so if you or someone you know feel like you are gay or bi, its a feeling that will pass. People need to realize homosexuals normally have a chemical inbalance in their brain, which promotes homosexuality. However, christians choose to ignore this fact, and say that people choose to be gay. Well, my thought on that is that those same christians choose to believe in an imaginary friends, and I'd rather sleep with another female than talk to myself.
3. "I find you very intresting. can u give facts about urself? like interesting facts? thnx (:"
Um... Ok. Facts....
1. I love piercings and make-up.
2. I'd rather play video games or watch football than go shopping.
3. I hold a love for corgis.
4. I love genetics, but don't want to be a genetics scientist because I hate science.
5. If I was offered a job at m.a.c. or 100 thousand dollars, I'd take the job.
6. I have a fiance.
7. Im bi-sexual.
8. I don't hold grudges well. I try, but I don't
9. I love Gabe Saporta. If you don't know who he is, look him up.
10. If I was offered 100 thousand dollars or being friends with Gabe, I'd be friends with Gabe.
That's about all I can say.
4. "why arent you religous jen? thats kinda closed minded"
Lets set the record straight. I am far from closed minded. I used to be religous. USED to be. Then some terrible, terrible things happened to me. And where was God? He was floating around in the f***ing sky because he isnt real. Lets look at science and compare it with the bible. Hmm, science vs. "Just believe it, we have no proof".... Hmmm hard choice. God put us here? Really? Oh, I guess what the bible meant was "And an the 7th day, God created a tiny, single celled organism, which grew into a fish. That fish then went retarded, and grew legs. All the other fish made fun of him. That is, until he walked on land. Then he became a monkey. THEN God created man." MY bad, I must have been asleep during that Sunday school lesson. Not to mention, I don't like imaginary people telling me how to live my life.
5. "Why do you like MAC so much? What do you normally use of theirs in your daily make up?"
I like M.A.C. because of their high quality products. Also, because they do not test on animals. My daily routine consists of their "Paint" (which makes it so you can scratch your eyes, and the eyeshadow wont smear), normal eye shadow (normally white and black, faded from one corner of the eye to the other), another thing of eye shadow, which is just all glittery, for the brow area, their studio finish on my face, and my lip products vary.
6. "y do u wana work @ hooters nd playboy? thats so negative towards women!"
Well, my dear, 6 words: "If you've got it, flaunt it". I have 34 DD's. Natural. And we have to have attractive women in those jobs, because otherwise the industry would shut down. And I see it from both sides of the spectrum, I see, as a woman, the women that work there. But I also see the fact that most of those women I would take in the bathroom and eat for hours. :] Answer your question?
7. i love how open u r. how wuld u describe ur style
Thanks. And I dont know really, Im my own person. I like shiney things. Latex looking shiny. I have shiny silver leggings. Those are my favorite. I enjoy not wearing pants, just leggings and a shirt. Or just an oversized shirt. And micro-mini skirts with leggings. Crazy colors. Anything that stands out.
1. "i have a question for you whenever you get your faqs up and running what are your goals? shortterm and longterm thanks
also i love how honest you are about stuff. are you an open person or are there questions you wont answer publicly or atall"
My short term goals:
-get a tri-color corgi puppy
-begin working as a mac make up artist
-get in shape
-get a new job
-blog every day
My long term goals:
-work at hooters
-be in playboy
-buy a house
-buy a Toyota Tundra
-get a masters in journalism
As far as honesty and openness goes, I am very open and honest. I will publicly answer just about any questions. At the very least, if you write to me in any form, I promise to get back to you. If you have questions not about me specifically (but asking for advice, or requesting I write on something), I can write a blog about your situation specifically, if I have time and have some knowledge of the subject.
2. "hey jen, i thot ur post on MJ was very true. i just feel like it was a bit soon and some ppl mite be offended by it. y do u write thinks that u know are going to get negative attention? i read sum of ur blogs on myspace and u do the same thing there. y? nd what is it like to b bi? wat does that even mean? my parents said is just a faze? is it?"
Ok, Im not going to lie. I am controversial. Thats what I do. In my writing and in real life. I know it will get negative attention, but if you don't like it, or if you are ready to grow up and understand that some people have different opinions than you, I don't really care. I write how I feel. Thats one reason Im doubting I will ever be able to be a journalist, I write how I feel and I dont really care how people feel about it. If you dont like it, dont read it. If you like it, let me know, and I will try to improve to make my audience happy. But I will not completely change my writing style because of a few ignorant people. This is called America. I can write whatever the hell I want.
As for the bi-sexual comment... Oh boy. Being bi-sexual means I am neither straight or gay. I enjoy people of both sexes. I do not get turned off simply because someone is male or female. For some people, it is a "phase". I believe either you are bisexual or you are not. Some people do it for the attention. I am not one of those people. I have been bi sexual since 6th grade, and still am. I kept it private for awhile, then I realized thats who I am, and Im not going to shelter people. Your parents are morons, and are just trying to make you think being gay or bi is bad, so if you or someone you know feel like you are gay or bi, its a feeling that will pass. People need to realize homosexuals normally have a chemical inbalance in their brain, which promotes homosexuality. However, christians choose to ignore this fact, and say that people choose to be gay. Well, my thought on that is that those same christians choose to believe in an imaginary friends, and I'd rather sleep with another female than talk to myself.
3. "I find you very intresting. can u give facts about urself? like interesting facts? thnx (:"
Um... Ok. Facts....
1. I love piercings and make-up.
2. I'd rather play video games or watch football than go shopping.
3. I hold a love for corgis.
4. I love genetics, but don't want to be a genetics scientist because I hate science.
5. If I was offered a job at m.a.c. or 100 thousand dollars, I'd take the job.
6. I have a fiance.
7. Im bi-sexual.
8. I don't hold grudges well. I try, but I don't
9. I love Gabe Saporta. If you don't know who he is, look him up.
10. If I was offered 100 thousand dollars or being friends with Gabe, I'd be friends with Gabe.
That's about all I can say.
Lets set the record straight. I am far from closed minded. I used to be religous. USED to be. Then some terrible, terrible things happened to me. And where was God? He was floating around in the f***ing sky because he isnt real. Lets look at science and compare it with the bible. Hmm, science vs. "Just believe it, we have no proof".... Hmmm hard choice. God put us here? Really? Oh, I guess what the bible meant was "And an the 7th day, God created a tiny, single celled organism, which grew into a fish. That fish then went retarded, and grew legs. All the other fish made fun of him. That is, until he walked on land. Then he became a monkey. THEN God created man." MY bad, I must have been asleep during that Sunday school lesson. Not to mention, I don't like imaginary people telling me how to live my life.
I like M.A.C. because of their high quality products. Also, because they do not test on animals. My daily routine consists of their "Paint" (which makes it so you can scratch your eyes, and the eyeshadow wont smear), normal eye shadow (normally white and black, faded from one corner of the eye to the other), another thing of eye shadow, which is just all glittery, for the brow area, their studio finish on my face, and my lip products vary.
Well, my dear, 6 words: "If you've got it, flaunt it". I have 34 DD's. Natural. And we have to have attractive women in those jobs, because otherwise the industry would shut down. And I see it from both sides of the spectrum, I see, as a woman, the women that work there. But I also see the fact that most of those women I would take in the bathroom and eat for hours. :] Answer your question?
7. i love how open u r. how wuld u describe ur style
Thanks. And I dont know really, Im my own person. I like shiney things. Latex looking shiny. I have shiny silver leggings. Those are my favorite. I enjoy not wearing pants, just leggings and a shirt. Or just an oversized shirt. And micro-mini skirts with leggings. Crazy colors. Anything that stands out.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
